Been a long time since i blog something for my 1 and only faithful reader.

Hi there!

Must be bored at work.

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So i heard about the committee falling apart.

How i am so eager to jump right back in and order them what to do.

Yet my duty is done and my time is up and i cant touch them.

I feel like a useless bump just looking and not doing anything.

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Heard from Yaya about Daniel and Leen being what they are always MIA not being part of the committee at all. But she told me a latest update. Remember the Trainers' Camp? All the trainers that come out? all wanna quit. That 1 particular group was the one making a big fuss about who can join this camp and all. they want recognition. they want cert. they want to the trainer. and here they are saying they are tired of being a trainer for just 1 month and wish to be like normal member and play some real ball than just keep training others. what is this. Then the whole planning the whole effort of the comm and kang gone to waste? have a trainer camp and all the trainers end up quiting? what is the point here? i dont get it.

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Never mind. dont get too worked up over this. guess you're equally pissed at work already facing such a boss. but Anyway, do read my offline msg for you. Thought can meet up for Breko today again. but Crystal cant make it. what about just 2 of us? but if dont wanna spend since saturday going out le. i am talking to myself and answering my own questions right? this is stupid. never mind. hahaha.

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That's all for today

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Thursday, 19th April 2007

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Met up with Yaya, Enen and Crystal for lunch at vivo.
Over lunch, we updated each other. Especially for the 3 of them still schooling to update me. So came Yaya updating me about First training on Tuesday on how only a handful of freshies came and the infamous IVP came too. oh wow. why aint i surprised. They din want to train as usual la. then Stanley tell LOUIS who's like no longer a student in ngee ann and he doesnt want to listen to instructions. Fuck. then say, "wah lao wo men lao le hai yao pao ah?" fuck you la. Then stanley ask him and the rest to at least run 1 round to show to the freshies. give face you know? then the drills part ask them to join. they join awhile, dont want. then keep asking the advance players form team and dui da. and the Comm already fix that first month no PLAYING OF GAMES only training coz of freshies. Fuck la dont listen. ok fine. that was Tuesday. fine......fine... Then i was commenting telling Yaya and Enen "will they come down again today [Thursday's training]" True enough they did. They made a huge scene at the court in front of 60 freshies. FUCK is 60 freshies. edmund raise his voice at Yaya just because of not wanting to join back the training and wanna play at the sepaktakraw court. a whole load of other matters were also brought up. even saying that there is a CLUB FUND and IVP do benefit from it too. say that we swallow the money never let the IVP have a single cent. ok wait there is not CLUB FUND what ever money we have is collected from the members and then used for any reasons. any events we have is also approved my the school and then cash is paid for by school. if you all also wanna have your own events and shit go apply, write proposal. ha i doubt it will be approved to start with. HA. whatever they said during training has no grounds. FUCK. Then yaya also got pissed and also answer back then Huiqi took over from there to try to talk things out. but apprently there is no room for that. and Yaya then called me [where i was at Nydc with the rest of the gang gather for Shushu's dinner] So i picked up and i hear this "VAN VAN" in quite a sweet tone. and followed by what to me sounds like a giggle. but is was actually crying tone. calling out to me for help. then i panicked and asked what happened. then i passed the phone to kang and talked for dont know how long on MY PHONE. ok never mind money isnt the point here just got pissed that the IVP made my comm really no face in front of the 60 freshies made them angry and made yaya cry. FUCK YOU GUYS LA. how would the freshies think of it? their first week of school, their first day of training and this is what they see? from the 60 how many would turn up on the next training on Tuesday? i mean seriously. you say your reason is to play the game just like the rest of us? of fuck you la. you're here for the freshies the gurls to be exact. to hook them up and trick them and what have you up you sleeves la right? or find some guys who have the same evil thoughts like you all and RECRUIT them right? yar so dont come and bullshit to me that you want to play and have fun. you have monday, wed and friday to use the court. YET YOU HAVE TO COME ON TUES AND THURS to play still? how passionate are you for the game? oh please la, take that mask off that filthy face of yours la. What the hell. you make yaya cry until like that. worse than the other time ange made her cry.
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Louis, out of school making most noise. what the hell la. IT DOESNT FUCKING CONCERN YOU LA. Who are you to talk back to them like that. We can officially kick you out of the court cause you're an OUTSIDER. fucking know your spelling O-U-T-S-I-D-E-R.

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Edmund, you are a total clone of jun yuan. no i think now you're worse than him. At least he din raise his voice before and gave me and kang the basic respect when we approach him for a compromise. what has gotten to you? pick gurls up, pick smoking. really, what's next for you? To think you're a captain. who is gonna look up to you? omg.

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Rest of the gang, you all join in in the rebelling against the comm but yet you all just keep quiet standing behind the 2 idiots making a fool out of themselves. why quiet? you all do agree with what they have to say? no? or you have no guts to really stand for yourselves? go and think la.

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you make her cry, you'll pay for it real bad.
Why are some people just so childish that think the whole world owes them a living. They are King and the rest are slaves.
banned you from representing school and you're a captain. ha
you deserve it
you got served.
Then let's see whether you will cry.
screw you.

Have you given a thought being told to invite someone who i already decided not to. how happy can i get knowing the person would be coming? Know thing that this person is not really welcomed by the rest of my guest as well. Who is to entertain this person? How exciting and happy can the person be being invited to my party in the end? Every other outings we had as a group is already been excluded. what difference does it makes if i dont invite the person for my party already? is like just another event that is not invited AGAIN. Go reflect and think why is this happening to oneself? Do you really deserve the invitation.

Hello.

My First post in my new personal private blog.

I just create and none of my friends know of this blog.

I feel good.

Now i can really say what i wanna say.

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I love you for sentimental reasons

I hope you do believe me

I'll give you my heart

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I love you and you alone were meant for me

Please give your loving heart to me

And say we'll never part

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I think of you every morning

Dream of you every night

Darling, i'm never lonely

Whenever you are in sight

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I love you for sentimental reasons

I hope you do believe me

I've given you my heart

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I love you for sentimental reasons

I hope you do believe me

I've given you my heart

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Sasa, i know you are feeling like that about Yanyi

But is time you stop thinking this way.

Dont cut yourself to feel pain